vent.

So mad right now. Why? because of my BF. I haven't talked to him all day today and just now I finally spoke to him. I have a few reason why I am mad, 1 he hasn't called me. 2, why do I have to be the one that always have to make the call. 3, he didn't tell me he was going to Elk Grove to his moms house. 4, his excuse was fucking lame! Man, I honestly don't even know anymore. If this is how he is going to treat me this way then I believe this relationship isn't going to work out anymore. I feel like I am the one making the efforts in this relationship. I'm the one who's calling and asking "How was your day?" or "What are you doing?" or "Do you want the hang?" psssh He doesn't even do that. The only time he would call me is when he wants something, needs to ask a question, or he is outside of my house. Ugh whatever! Just thinking about him makes me so mad! When I heard his lame excuse I just straight up hanged up phone.

He is there because of course tomorrow is mother's day. I'm upset because he didn't call to tell me or bother to ask me if I wanted go. I wouldn't went anyways but it's the thought that counts. It's all about honesty in the relationship and this relationship isn't close to honesty! I feel like he is always hiding something from me. I can just tell. I am not stupid. Yeah, at least he told me he was in Elk Grove but you should of just told me that before he went. I mean c'mon, it only takes a FEW seconds to call me.

I am going to give him the cold shoulder now. I am going to try to ignore him, that's if he even calls me...

thanks for listening.

"making changes."

Ello. I had a wonderful day today. I made some delicious Alfredo with shrimp, mushrooms, turkey dog, and tomatoes, very yummy I say.

Today I went on a shopping spree with my Mom at Kohls. Kohls is having a sale this weekend for Mother's Day. My Mom got to nice black blouse's and a pair of jeans. My Mom got my sister a pair of jeans and I got a romper. I am really diggin' romper's right now. They are so in style for spring and summer. They are so comfortable.

So, I finally spoke to my bf. He gave me one of his top 3 excuses, "My phone was on silent" pssssh! Whatever.

I am going to have to make this post short. It's already 4:05 am and I need my beauty rest. :D

"...doing nothing with my life."

I can't even remember the last time I was on here. Well, here I go, I got so much to "type"

I believe the last thing I posted was about my ticket? Well, I still have it. Long story short.... I went to court, seen the judge, gave me volunteer work and to pay $109 for traffic school, finish volunteer work, went to turn letter of completion, court wouldn't take it because I didn't have the $109 so they extended my due date and now I am trying to get $. It's so damn hard to get money right now, since I am friggin JOBLESS! Oh and it gets worse, I can't go job hunting just yet because I don't have any kind of identification! I can't even get $28 to renew my drivers license. Yup, that's my life!

On the good note I am going back to school in summer. Hooray for me! To register I would need to get my high school transcript, I hope getting it wouldn't involve showing my ID if it does then I am going to have to postpone going back to school.

Now, time to vent... I need to start getting my life back on track. I've been doing nothing with my life for a year and a hald now. I don't want to be that "person" anymore who receives charity money from family and friends. I want to be able to help my parents financially. When I see them struggle with the bills, it makes my so sad that I can't help. My parents are getting old and by now I should helping out and be the one taking care of the bills but, I'M NOT! That is what is motivating me to get my life on track, my family...

Boyfriend time... I don't even know where to start. We are good, I guess. There are days where he would uhm ignore me for a day or so. Every time I hear from him, his 3 main excuses would be "My phone was on silent." "I don't know." "I was busy, didn't have the time to call back." This only happens when he is hanging with his bro or when he get's into this mood where he doesen't want to be around nobody. I don't even know what to say to him anymore.

wow it's 5:30 am! Alright I need to get my beauty sleep.

damn pedestrian!

sigh*

So today is a Saturday; Jan. 9, 2010 & today is my due date to pay off my fine. I don't have $259 to pay it off. I went to the court today to talk to them & see what I can do since I don't have the money. Well, when I went to the court it was CLOSED! I didn't know the court is closed the weekend. I checked their website to see & it didn't say they are closed the weekends it just said the hours of operation. I am freaking out even more because now I am thinking that I might lose my L's & my fine is going to go up!! I don't understand is why did the judge made my due date on a freaking Saturday when the court is closed! I am so screwed. I hope when I go to the court on Monday that the person I am going to speak to doesn't give me a hard time & let this slide since my due date was on a Saturday. SIGH*

So, your wondering what kind of fine I have? Well, I was driving in Alameda, Ca with my buddy Ching we were on the way back to his girlfriends (Justina) house to pick her up & head out to my favorite beach, Stinson Beach. Well, on the way picking her up I was making a right turn & my light was on red so you know you stop & look and make the right turn well, as I was making that right turn there was a pedestrian who was about to walk & I stopped & made this hand gesture to allow her to cross but she didn't & waved for me to go, I decided to go because I was thinking I was holding up the cars behind. Once I went half way through the right turn I notice the police looking, I was like oh shit she is going to get me & guess what, she got me!!!

I was going to fight it since the pedestrian did wave me to go after I gave that pedestrian a chance to walk but I said forget it because I didn't go through another court hearing.

Now I am regretting my decision. Damn pedestrian!!!

Let's end this on a good note...

I'm really excited that we are in a New Year! I really hope this year will be a good one since all year of 2009 I was jobless.

Tomorrow I am going sight seeing in San Francisco, Ca with my sister. It's going to be really fun because my sister haven't been out in San Francisco, Ca like I have. I can say I've been to almost all of the sight seeings in San Francisco, Ca. Oh, I am also going to go shopping at the MAC Pro store!! Woo hoo!!

Well, I gotta go.

Thanks for listening. Until then take cares.

Red Velvet Cheesecake Cake

Hey!

So, I went out to dinner on Dec. 20th for my sisters 21st birthday at The Cheesecake Factory! The food was damn yummy! I ordered the Grilled Shrimp & Bacon Club Sandwich. It was the bomb, there was some sort of sauce in it that made it so good. Oh, have you guys tried the Stuffed Mushrooms from there? It is mouthwatering! For desert we ordered Red Velvet Cheesecake with cream cheese frosting & we also ordered Tiramitsu. Oh so YUMMY! I really had a blast there. I would so go there again, maybe for my 5 year anniversary with my boyfriend..?? ;)

So, Christmas is just around the corner! I had such a hard time on purchasing something for my kriskringle. I am so in a recession to a point where I had to sell DVDs to Rasputin's to get the money I am suppose to spend on my kriskringle. The limit is suppose to be $25 but I had $14. Lucky on his wish list he wanted pillows & I know pillows at Sears are not so much. I purchased 2 pillows for $12. Pretty good deal. I wish I had more money though because he also wanted bed sheets but oh well. At least it's something then nothing, right?

Thanks for listening & I am signing off!!

Merry Christmas & have a Happy New Year!!

Morning!

Happy 21st Birthday Riegel!

Tonight we are going to eat out for her birthday at The Cheesecake Factory. I never ate there before so I am really excited to go.

So, I just heard Brittany Murphy died at 8am today from a massive heart attack! I am so shocked! I found out on the TMZ site & they showed a picture of her, in the picture she looks so thin. Then I was thinking she may of had a eating disorder or something. I am pretty sure that they are going to exam her body on how this heart attack happened. So so so sad! My prayers go out to her family, friends, & her husband!

I did my nails today. Lately I've been doing bright colors but today I decided to do a neutral color with a nice "pop" to it.. check it out:



Products used:
-Sinful Professional Nail Polish - "Vacation Time"
- Unkown brand Top Coat
- Gems I purchased from Daiso Japan

I just love the color!

Fafi Inspired

Aloha! I was bored one day & I decided to do a makeup look & I really don't know how I came across this idea to do a Fafi look. I guess of the colors of my fafi girl.

My inspiration picture:
My look: