vent.

So mad right now. Why? because of my BF. I haven't talked to him all day today and just now I finally spoke to him. I have a few reason why I am mad, 1 he hasn't called me. 2, why do I have to be the one that always have to make the call. 3, he didn't tell me he was going to Elk Grove to his moms house. 4, his excuse was fucking lame! Man, I honestly don't even know anymore. If this is how he is going to treat me this way then I believe this relationship isn't going to work out anymore. I feel like I am the one making the efforts in this relationship. I'm the one who's calling and asking "How was your day?" or "What are you doing?" or "Do you want the hang?" psssh He doesn't even do that. The only time he would call me is when he wants something, needs to ask a question, or he is outside of my house. Ugh whatever! Just thinking about him makes me so mad! When I heard his lame excuse I just straight up hanged up phone.

He is there because of course tomorrow is mother's day. I'm upset because he didn't call to tell me or bother to ask me if I wanted go. I wouldn't went anyways but it's the thought that counts. It's all about honesty in the relationship and this relationship isn't close to honesty! I feel like he is always hiding something from me. I can just tell. I am not stupid. Yeah, at least he told me he was in Elk Grove but you should of just told me that before he went. I mean c'mon, it only takes a FEW seconds to call me.

I am going to give him the cold shoulder now. I am going to try to ignore him, that's if he even calls me...

thanks for listening.